[but a dream from within]

why does each sight entice me so
and yet every lingering look fills me with such pain
seeing isn't believing. feeling is.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

for the first time i actually found out what's its like to be touched by music.
its like, i could just sit there and listen to it play on
ahhh.
perhaps that's what happiness feels like?

faced reality at 12:26 AM

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

ok its kinda late to be talking abt orientation
but so far sch's going well
:)
anw, met our jap tcher today!
haha, i'm darn excited abt jap lessons
though i'm thinking of switching to trip sc.
but guess what
i dreamt of myself talking to a six yr old jap boy!
in jap
cool huh
and i told him to keep in touch by writing letters
haha. maybe that's a sign
that i shld stick to my present combi
hmm.
may nature take its course
:P

faced reality at 4:52 AM

Monday, December 20, 2004

yayy!
i finally got contacts!!!
so happy.
and i just bought my sports shoes as well
ok so now i'm left with my bag
haha.
but anw
thanks to all of you who msged or called to wish me a happy birthday!
you guys really made my day with all of yr greetings.
love you all loads.
nc16, here i come!
:P

faced reality at 1:24 AM

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

its 5 in the morning!
and i'm still awake
haha been online since like 10 last night
i'm here because i'm too bored
prob because of the coffee too
well my brother and cousin are still playing dino crisis
hmm
and i need to go jp/westmall tmr
i mean today
whooo~
my stomach's rumbling
ok pls pardon the ramblings of a depraved mind.
just disregard this

faced reality at 12:52 PM

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

i'm trying
maybe not as hard as i would like myself to
but at least i'm trying
well you need to hands to clap
so much for my futile attempts

faced reality at 5:43 AM

you have no idea how fast my heart's thumping
my fingers are positively turning cold
gosh, you have no idea
none at all

faced reality at 5:39 AM

Friday, November 26, 2004

argh
you know how it is when you really want to do smthg
but there's smthg holding you back
smthg as simple as saying hi can be so hard

faced reality at 1:04 AM

Thursday, April 29, 2004

sad ):

faced reality at 7:53 AM